Happy birthday Zen

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HOW THE HELL ARE YOU 21?!? LIKE NO NO N O P E.

Okay so yeah I was a Zayn girl during my carrot days. Really. And then Perrie came in like a cannonball (see what I did there) and boom. I went for the curly one of the band. Nevertheless, you’re still special to me and you will always be.  No matter what. You mean the world to me because you make me happy and you help me get through every shit. And I will always thank you for that. Also, thank you for existing, Zayn Javaad “Beyonce” Malik. I love you so so so much.  Even though most of the time, I don’t know where the hell you are and what you’re doing and wtf the next thing  I know is that you’re posting selfies on Twitter with an iguana jezus zayn i asdhagjba. You’re so unpredictable. I do hope you enjoy the rest of your 2014 and please just don’t get married this year. Well I’m not saying never get married, I’m just saying not this year. Please please. There’s still next year and the year after that. You have a lot of years ahead of you, take  my advice and take things slow okay and live while you’re young. You need to because you’re only 21 once ((sobs uncontrollably)). Again, I love you so much and happy happy birthday again, Zayn! ♥

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Violet hill

AND THIS WEEK ON KEEPING UP WITH ERIKA :

• No one ever laughs at Harry’s knock knock jokes. No one laughs at mine. We are meant to be.

•My Physics teacher scolded me because I was lazy HAHAHHAHA wOW JEZUS I THOUGHT YOU TOLD US TO PASS THE PAPERS FINISHED OR NOT SO I DID AND DIDNT DERIVE THE ONE AT THE bACK WELL SORRY FOR THAT WOW U DIDNT NEED TO SCOLD ME AND MY FRIEND PLUS U DIDNT NEED TO CALL ME LAZY BC MY HEAD HURTS BC I JUST FINISHED AN ALGEBRA EXAM FOR FIRST SUBJECT AND UR SUBJECT WAS NEXT OKAY AOKSRHNFSG FOR FOX SAKE

• Tamara and Jake broke up what why it’s okay tho. I’m right here, Rosati.

• My “friend” might be mad at me bc asknfgdf idek wtf  because of a rude comment someone made idk holy shit i hope not huhu I don’t like it when people are mad at me

• I don’t like Christmas shopping because I end up buying things for myself

• Almost done buying gifts. I’m not that proud of my gifts this year because I didn’t buy it with my own money unlike last year. But nevertheless, at least my mom still sponsored my gift buying. Hah.

• THERE ARE LITERALLY EGGS IN MY HAIR WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK I KEEP MY HAIR CLEAN AND I SPEND 65% OF MY TIME IN THE SHOWER KEEPING IT CLEAN JUST HASHTAG EW IM DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF I SWEAR

• I have decided not to get a 5c for Christmas because the price will get lower anyway. I’ll just wait. And my BB contract isn’t up until July. Probably I’ll get one for my birthday.

• To my friends, if you don’t know what to get me for Christmas I’ll be posting my Christmas 2013 wishlist in a few. Procrastination at it’s finest hell yeah.

• I told you my Kindler wasn’t from the lower batch. It was a batchmate. Hah. It was one of my “friends” idek if I’m her friend but I sorta consider her one???

• *sudden realization that 2014 is like 3 weeks away*

• Ed Sheeran’s new song tho > heard it when he performed it at MSG (?) a few months ago. But I didn’t know what the title was. Apparently, it’s called “Tenerife Sea (So In Love)” and it’s just so good.

• Fight Club is so cool like wtf

• Ending this post with Zayn holding this. Omg it’s like the scene from Love Actually. Okay baby whatever you say.

 

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Zayn feels

Idk I made a sad Zayn mix because I refuse to believe that my bby’s engaged? hahaha. Um yeah, here you gooo. (I forgot the track list but the first 9 songs are supposed to be about Zayn and the songs after that are set in Zayn’s point of view.

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Do you remember summer ’09?

HIIII. I’M BACK =)) After 3472983472 years. Hahahaha. And I’m back with the new One Direction album. Woohoo. (I downloaded it illegally, but once I get my iTouch, I’ll download Take Me Home on iTunes and you should too. ;))

Take Me Home is much much better than Up All Night. The boys said they were  involved in the writing of the songs and stuff that’s why it’s kind of special to them, too. Take Me Home is better because it’s One Direction. Up All Night was pretty much Harry and Liam feat. Zayn. Idk. In TMH, It’s really One Direction, Louis and Niall have solos in each of the song. (But in the bonus track, Magic, I don’t think Niall has a solo there.)

TAKE ME HOME

The album cover screams British… see, they even locked up the Irish one inside the telephone booth.

The order is not from my most favorite to my least favorite. It’s in order by the tracklist in the album. (Lol whut? I mean, I just googled the tracklist of TMH and based it from there. OMG GET IT?? No? Nevermind.)

1) Live While We’re Young a.k.a the song that was leaked 3 days before the official release and the music video leaked 10 days before the premiere. Aaah, let’s go back September 20. It was a normal day for me at school, time went by quickly. AND THEN WHEN I CAME HOME AND LOGGED ON TO TWITTER AND SAW TWEETS LIKE “Let’s go crazy crazy crazy LWWY IS CRAZY” “Why was it leaked?! W H Y” “You’re not a real fan if you listened to the leaked song…” “LWWY MV HOLY SHIT MY OVARIES” etc, etc. And thus, I found out that Live While We’re Young was leaked. And then I also found out that it was on Youtube so I downloaded it and transferred it to my iPod. Sigh, that day was really CRAY. “Yeahhh, we’ll keep doing what we do, just pretendin’ that we’re cool so tonight…”

2) Kiss You (fyi, this song was leaked too.) “Oh I just wanna show you off to all of my friends makin’ them drool down their chiney chin chins” 

3) Little Things (nope this song wasn’t leaked but it was released a little bit earlier than the release time, i bet management got annoyed with nick grimshaw’s teasing so they put the lyric video on youtube before the first radio play.) CAN I JUST MAKE ANOTHER POST ABOUT THIS SONG. IDK. I GET REALLY EMOTIONAL EVERY TIME I HEAR IT. PLEASE? OKAY.

4) C’mon C’mon “I’ve been watching you all night. There’s something in your eyes, saying c’mon c’mon and dance with me baby” guys, there’s a video of Liam, Louis and Harry dancing to this… HEHE. And now, I present to you the 32 second video that will make you cry, destroy your ovaries and ruin your life. Enjoy.  http://twitter.yfrog.com/156v2coajbfolswqwzgfipuxz 

5)  Last First Kiss LIAM ZAYN AND LOUIS WROTE THIS SONG OMG “I wanna be first yeah, wanna be the first to take it all the way like this. And if you only knew. I wanna be last yeah, baby let me be your last, your last first kiss”

6) Heart Attack I can’t stand dumb love songs. Missing you is all I’m thinking about, yeah. Everyone’s telling me, I’m just to blind to see how you messed me up I’m better off now yeah” By the way, Niall sings the “OW” part in the chorus. Niall’s OW > your life

7) Rock Me “I want you to hit the pedal, heavy metal, show me you care.” Yes, this was leaked too. 

8) Change My Mind  “Lean in when you laugh, we take photographs.There’s no music on but we dance along” FRIENDLY REMINDER THAT LOUIS STARTS THIS SONG

9) I Would (probably one of my favorites off this album) “And up in my head I’m your boyfriend but that’s one thing you’ve already got. // Would he say he’s in L-O-V-E? Well if it was me then I would // Back in my head we were kissing I thought things were going alright with a sign on my back saying ‘kick me’. Reality ruined my life // Cause I can’t compete with your boyfriend. He’s got 27 tattoos.”

10) Over Again “And I can lend you broken parts that might fit like this. And I will give you all my heart so we can start it all over again” I really don’t like this song. Haha 😦 Even though it was written by Ed Sheeran. Idk. This should be one of the bonus songs and probably Magic or Truly Madly Deeply could replace it. 

11) Back For You “Lately, I’ve been going crazy. I’ll be coming back for you, back for you, back for you, you” I always sing this everytime I enter Penshoppe and see that Zayn varsity jacket. Sigh. I’LL BE COMING BACK FOR YOU. 

12) They Don’t Know About Us 

“They don’t know about the things we do
They don’t know about the I love you’s
But I bet you if they only knew
They will just be jealous of us
They don’t know about the up all night’s
They don’t know I’ve waited all my life
Just to find a love that feels this right

Baby they don’t know about
They don’t know about us

Just one touch and I was a believer
Every day it gets a little sweeter
It’s getting better
Keeps getting better all the time girl

They don’t know about the things we do
They don’t know about the I love you’s
But I bet you if they only knew
They will just be jealous of us
They don’t know about the up all night’s
They don’t know I’ve waited all my life
Just to find a love that feels this right”

TDKAU, reminds me of my relationship with One Direction. DON’T ASK, I JUST DO. HAHAHAHA. That’s why it’s one of my favoritesss 🙂

13) Summer Love  “Feels like snow in September but I always will remember. You were my summer love” MY NIALL WROTE THIS SONG. Hahaha. 🙂 

14) She’s Not Afraid “She’s not afraid of scary movies. She likes the way we kiss in the dark But she’s so afraid of f-f-falling in love, love.”

15) Loved You First “Because I’ve been waiting all this time to finally say itBut now I see your heart’s been taken and nothing could be worse. Baby I loved you first”

16) Nobody Compares “We’re so Paris when we kissed, when we kissed. I remember the taste of your lipstick
Now you’re tearing up my heart, tearing up my heart”

17) Still The One I was so stupid for letting you go but I-i-i know you’re still the one”

BONUS TRACKS:

18) Magic “Cause you, you got this spell on me!I don’t know what to believe.Kiss you once, now I can’t leave!Cause everything you do is magic.”

19) Truly, Madly, Deeply Should I put coffee and granola on a tray in bed and wake you up with all the words that I still haven’t said?”  Erm… Louis and Harry sings the chorus (hashtag LARRYFEELS)

20) Irresistible “Heartache doesn’t last foreverI’ll say I’m fine. Midnight ain’t no time for laughing, when you say goodbye.”

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You think 1D isn’t an inspiration?

Bitch, please.

Harry Edward Styles made me believe that you don’t have to be super skinny and gorgeous to get a guy. He taught me that age isn’t the biggest problem in a relationship. He  taught me  it’s okay to whisper dirty things in your friend’s ear as long as you’re able to keep up with the consequences. Harry also taught me not to let what people say stop me from pursuing my dreams. That you can stand up for what is right and protect your friends.

Niall James Horan taught me that it’s okay to be different. He made me believe that some guys really wait for the girl of their dreams, not just the other way around. Niall taught me that you don’t need to be perfect to be beautiful because you are who you are, and there’s nothing you can do to change that, and you shouldn’t want to.

Liam James Payne convinced me that if you want something bad enough, you should keep trying so you can reach your goals (even if you fail the first time.) Liam also taught me how to be strong and that storms don’t last forever (He used to have 32 injections in his arm every morning and evening as a child due to one of his kidneys not functioning.) (And did I mention that he used to skip school just to avoid the bullies?)

Louis William Tomlinson taught me to keep a smile on my face even through the darkest of times because there will always be people who think you’re not good enough, but that shouldn’t stop you from doing what you want.  Louis made me believe it’s okay to be immature no matter how old you are.

Zayn Jawaad Malik taught me that being shy can be a good thing sometimes. Also, he taught me that it’s okay to be happy with your appearance.  He taught me that you don’t need to succeed through everything to put yourself to the top, that you can grow through the hardships that come your way. Zayn also taught me to face my fears.

One Direction taught me that even when you have nothing, you still have hope. They taught me that once you set your mind to something, there’s a chance for success.

I do not just love 1D because they’re attractive. I love them because they can make me smile when no one else can. They can make everything seem okay again 🙂

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This post just appeared in my dashboard. And after reading this I was just like “AWW” :”> (Btw, I ship Ziall hihihi)

Dear Niall James Horan,

Niall, you don’t know me yet but I already have plans on what will our wedding cake look like and what flavor will it be and how many kids I would like to have with you.
If we’ll be together in the future, I promise to take care of your heart and go easy on you. But if not, I promise to still be here, supporting you and the others (Zayn,Liam,Louis and Harry) And I’ll find a guy who NYEHEHEHE :”)

P.S: If we meet someday, I just hope you’ll look at me the way you look at food. Lol jk.

Sincerely, me. ♥