I can see the stars from America


✨ The night after our stars ✨

I watched The Fault In Our Stars last Monday with two of my friends and I was supposed to post this yesterday but last night, my other friend asked me if I wanted to watch TFIOS and even if I just saw it, I said yes. But when we got at the cinema awhile ago, the next showing of the movie was 4PM so we decided to watch Maleficent instead. (I watched Maleficent already by the way) But okay enough of that stuff.

So 2 hours before I cried my eyes out, my friends and I met at 11AM then we bought tickets for the 1PM show. To kill time, we went to Quantum to play some games and win some tickets to claim prizes because that’s what cool kids do. At about 12:25 we went back to the cinema and bought food. And wow I got a huge ass popcorn and my friends were like “You won’t finish that.” And I was like bitchez please, once we step inside I might have an emotional breakdown and food helps me calm me down. /I didn’t finish the popcorn/.

Anyway, we entered the cinema a bit too early. So I stayed in the bathroom for like 10 minutes because I didn’t want to see or hear the last few scenes. So when my friend told me it was clear and we could go find seats now, and as soon as we walked in the theater, the end credits were rolling and poof All Of The Stars started playing and after that T-Shirt by Birdy played and ugh / Queen Jasmine van den Boegarde/. So yeah we waited and then they finally dimmed the lights, showed trailers, commercials, even the ad for OTRA tour. By the time 20th Century thing came on, I swear by that time my heart started going crazy and I thought it was literally going to jump out of my body. I was so nervous and excited and I aisdhajbghk.

Can I just say that I loved the movie as much as I loved the book? This movie literally stayed faithful to the book. I remember watching a John Green vlog last year, I think(?) where he was on the set and he was telling how he was just imagining it and now it’s literally coming to life and it’s exactly how he imagined it? Well yeah, he was right. This movie paid attention not only to the huge details but also to the little ones. Also, can we all give a round of applause to the actors in this movie? Ansel just did a wonderful job (and he died again but this time because of cancer not because of a bucket), plus I am just in love with Ansel right now ugh. Shailene, you da one gurl. Nat, oh MY GOD I HAVE LOVED YOU SINCE YOU WERE 14 AND NOW THAT YOU’RE ALMOST 20 I STILL LOVE YOU.

Basically, here are the scenes where I cried:

-The swing set scene

-“Okay?” “Okay.” “Stop flirting with me!” 😦

-The where Gus gave Hazel flowers

-The picnic scene // Monkey Bones scene (The first one before they went to Amsterdam and the second when Gus was already sick)

-The restaurant scene when Gus told Hazel he was in love with her.

-Anne Frank house. Where they kissed asaGHNAdgN KILIG BUT I CRIED

-The gasoline station scene. That was so so intense. Like he just wanted to do something for himself and buy a pack of cigarettes.


-THE FUNERAL ITSELF when Hazel put the pack of cigarettes on Gus’ coffin. That was so emotional and beautiful.

– And I just lost it and cried like a baby when Hazel was reading Augustus’ eulogy for her.

So basically I cried the whole last hour of the movie.

Disappointments? I really wish they included Gus’ ex-girlfriend. And the day (?) when Gus died and Hazel goes on his wall on Facebook and reads things posted by his “friends”.  But ya okay I’m totes okay with it. My TFIOS rating?: 4.9/5. 🙂

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Little Infinities

I was too pumped to watch Maleficent that I totally forgot about this. But here you gooo.



 T-Shirt by Birdy

  Don’t Stop by 5SOS

VCR by The XX

 Make Me Wanna Drink by Anamivice

Happy As The Sun by Tyrone Wells

 Trumpets by Jason Derulo

Forever Until Tomorrow by MKTO

Heartbreak Dream by Betty Who

Nirvana by Sam Smith

Stay High  – Habits Remix by Tove Lo

Walk You Home by 2AM Club

Little Numbers by BOY

Goodbye Copenhagen by New Politics

Killing Me by The Kooks

The Fault In Our Stars by Troye Sivan (WHY ISN’T THIS ON THE OFFICIAL ALBUM W H Y)

Sunset by Avalanche City

Amsterdam by Coldplay

Old School Love by Lupe Fiasco ft. Ed Sheeran

Hold You by Nina Nesbitt ft. Kodaline

Cities by Nat and Alex Wolff

All Of The Stars by Ed Sheeran

I won’t be watching it tomorrow because I’m not emotionally ready and I have to re-read the book to make me feel all the feels on Friday. To all those who are going to watch tomorrow: Goodluck and bring your own tissue. That is aaall. xx



And as promised…

The book reviews for The Fault In Our Stars and The Perks Of Being A Wallflower 🙂

The Perks Of Being A Wallflower

 This is the story of what it’s like to grow up in high school. More intimate than a diary, Charlie’s letters are singular and unique, hilarious and devastating. We may not know where he lives. We may not know to whom he is writing. All we know is the world he shares. Caught between trying to live his life and trying to run from it puts him on a strange course through uncharted territory. The world of first dates and mixed tapes, family dramas and new friends. The world of sex, drugs, andThe Rocky Horror Picture Show, when all one requires is that perfect song on that perfect drive to feel infinite.

•This is really one of my favorite books of all time. I just finished this book last week and to be honest, I could actually relate to it. It’s because It’s a story of what it’s like in high school.

•I can’t wait for the movie!! 🙂 BECAUSE LOGAN LERMAN EMMA WATSON LOGAN LERMAN LOGAN LERMAN… L O G A N L E R M A N. Mehehehe.  Here’s the trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-dY5EbgJTvI

•Favorite quotes:

 “And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.” (After the movie it will be “And in that moment, I swear this is going to be an overused line.”)

So this is my life and I want you to know that I am both sad and happy and I’m still trying to figure out how that could be.

And I guess I realized at that moment that I really did love her. Because there was nothing to gain, and that didn’t matter.

“She was sad, though. But it was a hopeful kind of sad. The kind of sad that just takes time”

“Old pictures look very rugged and young, and the people in the photographs always seem a lot happier than you are.”


Two years post-miracle, sixteen-year-old Hazel is post-everything else, too; post-high school, post-friends and post-normalcy. And even though she could live for a long time (whatever that means), Hazel lives tethered to an oxygen tank, the tumours tenuously kept at bay with a constant chemical assault.  Enter Augustus Waters. A match made at cancer kid support group, Augustus is gorgeous, in remission, and shockingly to her, interested in Hazel. Being with Augustus is both an unexpected destination and a long-needed journey, pushing Hazel to re-examine how sickness and health, life and death, will define her and the legacy that everyone leaves behind.


•Favorite quotes:

“Some infinities are bigger than other infinities.” 

““I’m on a roller coaster that only goes up,” he said.  “And it is my privilege and my responsibility to ride all the way up with you,” I said.” “

“I fell in love the way you fall asleep: slowly, then all at once. “

“My thoughts are stars I cannot fathom into constellations.”

•Rating: 5 out of 5 stars 🙂