Nialler’s twenteen

Blonde hair, shiny blue eyes. Face made of gold. Hypnotized by your beautiful eyes that draw me in.

Belated happy birthday, Niall bear!!! I’ve been in love with you ever since you were a fetus. 

Anyway, I have watched you “”kinda”” grow up. I still remember when you had crooked teeth in baggy and loose pants plus your hair. Omg fetus. Then you had this phase wherein you wore a lot of snapbacks and you had braces. Haha.  Now you’re this boy who wears muscle tees #nipslips #slut and I think you bought all of the 5SOS and Crazy Mofos shirts available online. Hahahaha kidding.  Now that you’re 20, can you please please have a phase where you wear flower crowns and raglan shirts?

Please take my hand, I would be honored to dance with you. Or maybe have a chance with you

You proved that a boy from a small town can make it big and that gives me hope. Every time that I want to give up on life, I just think about you and the boys and it gives me strength to hold on and continue.  You’re one of the very few things/people that make me happy. So thank you for that.  I don’t exist in your world and I guess I never will but I want you to know you mean the world to me, Niall. 🙂 

Plus, you proved that boys can wait for true love, and it’s not just the other way around. Don’t worry, your princess is out there. (No actually if your princess doesn’t show up in 5 years tops, I will  volunteer to be your future girlfriend or even future wife. I’m not even kidding.)

Beautiful one, beautiful boy. Hypnotized by your beautiful eyes.

Again, happy happy happy birthday, Nialler. I’m so proud of you and the boys. I’m gonna meet you someday, I can feel it. 😉 Oh and when we do meet, can I have a hug? I’ve always wanted a Horan Hug. Nah, on second thought I will climb you like a tree…. I love you xxx

P.S: t wrked buddy. 😉



Do you remember summer ’09?

HIIII. I’M BACK =)) After 3472983472 years. Hahahaha. And I’m back with the new One Direction album. Woohoo. (I downloaded it illegally, but once I get my iTouch, I’ll download Take Me Home on iTunes and you should too. ;))

Take Me Home is much much better than Up All Night. The boys said they were  involved in the writing of the songs and stuff that’s why it’s kind of special to them, too. Take Me Home is better because it’s One Direction. Up All Night was pretty much Harry and Liam feat. Zayn. Idk. In TMH, It’s really One Direction, Louis and Niall have solos in each of the song. (But in the bonus track, Magic, I don’t think Niall has a solo there.)


The album cover screams British… see, they even locked up the Irish one inside the telephone booth.

The order is not from my most favorite to my least favorite. It’s in order by the tracklist in the album. (Lol whut? I mean, I just googled the tracklist of TMH and based it from there. OMG GET IT?? No? Nevermind.)

1) Live While We’re Young a.k.a the song that was leaked 3 days before the official release and the music video leaked 10 days before the premiere. Aaah, let’s go back September 20. It was a normal day for me at school, time went by quickly. AND THEN WHEN I CAME HOME AND LOGGED ON TO TWITTER AND SAW TWEETS LIKE “Let’s go crazy crazy crazy LWWY IS CRAZY” “Why was it leaked?! W H Y” “You’re not a real fan if you listened to the leaked song…” “LWWY MV HOLY SHIT MY OVARIES” etc, etc. And thus, I found out that Live While We’re Young was leaked. And then I also found out that it was on Youtube so I downloaded it and transferred it to my iPod. Sigh, that day was really CRAY. “Yeahhh, we’ll keep doing what we do, just pretendin’ that we’re cool so tonight…”

2) Kiss You (fyi, this song was leaked too.) “Oh I just wanna show you off to all of my friends makin’ them drool down their chiney chin chins” 

3) Little Things (nope this song wasn’t leaked but it was released a little bit earlier than the release time, i bet management got annoyed with nick grimshaw’s teasing so they put the lyric video on youtube before the first radio play.) CAN I JUST MAKE ANOTHER POST ABOUT THIS SONG. IDK. I GET REALLY EMOTIONAL EVERY TIME I HEAR IT. PLEASE? OKAY.

4) C’mon C’mon “I’ve been watching you all night. There’s something in your eyes, saying c’mon c’mon and dance with me baby” guys, there’s a video of Liam, Louis and Harry dancing to this… HEHE. And now, I present to you the 32 second video that will make you cry, destroy your ovaries and ruin your life. Enjoy. 

5)  Last First Kiss LIAM ZAYN AND LOUIS WROTE THIS SONG OMG “I wanna be first yeah, wanna be the first to take it all the way like this. And if you only knew. I wanna be last yeah, baby let me be your last, your last first kiss”

6) Heart Attack I can’t stand dumb love songs. Missing you is all I’m thinking about, yeah. Everyone’s telling me, I’m just to blind to see how you messed me up I’m better off now yeah” By the way, Niall sings the “OW” part in the chorus. Niall’s OW > your life

7) Rock Me “I want you to hit the pedal, heavy metal, show me you care.” Yes, this was leaked too. 

8) Change My Mind  “Lean in when you laugh, we take photographs.There’s no music on but we dance along” FRIENDLY REMINDER THAT LOUIS STARTS THIS SONG

9) I Would (probably one of my favorites off this album) “And up in my head I’m your boyfriend but that’s one thing you’ve already got. // Would he say he’s in L-O-V-E? Well if it was me then I would // Back in my head we were kissing I thought things were going alright with a sign on my back saying ‘kick me’. Reality ruined my life // Cause I can’t compete with your boyfriend. He’s got 27 tattoos.”

10) Over Again “And I can lend you broken parts that might fit like this. And I will give you all my heart so we can start it all over again” I really don’t like this song. Haha 😦 Even though it was written by Ed Sheeran. Idk. This should be one of the bonus songs and probably Magic or Truly Madly Deeply could replace it. 

11) Back For You “Lately, I’ve been going crazy. I’ll be coming back for you, back for you, back for you, you” I always sing this everytime I enter Penshoppe and see that Zayn varsity jacket. Sigh. I’LL BE COMING BACK FOR YOU. 

12) They Don’t Know About Us 

“They don’t know about the things we do
They don’t know about the I love you’s
But I bet you if they only knew
They will just be jealous of us
They don’t know about the up all night’s
They don’t know I’ve waited all my life
Just to find a love that feels this right

Baby they don’t know about
They don’t know about us

Just one touch and I was a believer
Every day it gets a little sweeter
It’s getting better
Keeps getting better all the time girl

They don’t know about the things we do
They don’t know about the I love you’s
But I bet you if they only knew
They will just be jealous of us
They don’t know about the up all night’s
They don’t know I’ve waited all my life
Just to find a love that feels this right”

TDKAU, reminds me of my relationship with One Direction. DON’T ASK, I JUST DO. HAHAHAHA. That’s why it’s one of my favoritesss 🙂

13) Summer Love  “Feels like snow in September but I always will remember. You were my summer love” MY NIALL WROTE THIS SONG. Hahaha. 🙂 

14) She’s Not Afraid “She’s not afraid of scary movies. She likes the way we kiss in the dark But she’s so afraid of f-f-falling in love, love.”

15) Loved You First “Because I’ve been waiting all this time to finally say itBut now I see your heart’s been taken and nothing could be worse. Baby I loved you first”

16) Nobody Compares “We’re so Paris when we kissed, when we kissed. I remember the taste of your lipstick
Now you’re tearing up my heart, tearing up my heart”

17) Still The One I was so stupid for letting you go but I-i-i know you’re still the one”


18) Magic “Cause you, you got this spell on me!I don’t know what to believe.Kiss you once, now I can’t leave!Cause everything you do is magic.”

19) Truly, Madly, Deeply Should I put coffee and granola on a tray in bed and wake you up with all the words that I still haven’t said?”  Erm… Louis and Harry sings the chorus (hashtag LARRYFEELS)

20) Irresistible “Heartache doesn’t last foreverI’ll say I’m fine. Midnight ain’t no time for laughing, when you say goodbye.”


You think 1D isn’t an inspiration?

Bitch, please.

Harry Edward Styles made me believe that you don’t have to be super skinny and gorgeous to get a guy. He taught me that age isn’t the biggest problem in a relationship. He  taught me  it’s okay to whisper dirty things in your friend’s ear as long as you’re able to keep up with the consequences. Harry also taught me not to let what people say stop me from pursuing my dreams. That you can stand up for what is right and protect your friends.

Niall James Horan taught me that it’s okay to be different. He made me believe that some guys really wait for the girl of their dreams, not just the other way around. Niall taught me that you don’t need to be perfect to be beautiful because you are who you are, and there’s nothing you can do to change that, and you shouldn’t want to.

Liam James Payne convinced me that if you want something bad enough, you should keep trying so you can reach your goals (even if you fail the first time.) Liam also taught me how to be strong and that storms don’t last forever (He used to have 32 injections in his arm every morning and evening as a child due to one of his kidneys not functioning.) (And did I mention that he used to skip school just to avoid the bullies?)

Louis William Tomlinson taught me to keep a smile on my face even through the darkest of times because there will always be people who think you’re not good enough, but that shouldn’t stop you from doing what you want.  Louis made me believe it’s okay to be immature no matter how old you are.

Zayn Jawaad Malik taught me that being shy can be a good thing sometimes. Also, he taught me that it’s okay to be happy with your appearance.  He taught me that you don’t need to succeed through everything to put yourself to the top, that you can grow through the hardships that come your way. Zayn also taught me to face my fears.

One Direction taught me that even when you have nothing, you still have hope. They taught me that once you set your mind to something, there’s a chance for success.

I do not just love 1D because they’re attractive. I love them because they can make me smile when no one else can. They can make everything seem okay again 🙂

Niall James Horan


 Blonde hair, shiny blue eyes. Face made of gold. Hypnotized by your beautiful eyes that draw me in. So please take my hand, I would be honored to dance with you, maybe have a chance with you. Beautiful one, beautiful boy. Hypnotized by your beautiful eyes 🙂 



This post just appeared in my dashboard. And after reading this I was just like “AWW” :”> (Btw, I ship Ziall hihihi)

Dear Niall James Horan,

Niall, you don’t know me yet but I already have plans on what will our wedding cake look like and what flavor will it be and how many kids I would like to have with you.
If we’ll be together in the future, I promise to take care of your heart and go easy on you. But if not, I promise to still be here, supporting you and the others (Zayn,Liam,Louis and Harry) And I’ll find a guy who NYEHEHEHE :”)

P.S: If we meet someday, I just hope you’ll look at me the way you look at food. Lol jk.

Sincerely, me. ♥