The universe has a plan

AND THE PLAN WAS TO LET YOUR MOTHER DIE SO I CAN GET BACK WITH MY NOW DIVORCED EX. Nice ending.

But I just noticed that HIMYM ended when my high school life ended.   HIMYM started when my grade school life started. So, I feel like this show grew with me.

Wait, I need to compare this to my high school life because I haven’t really posted anything graduation related and I left highschool a week ago. You see, the show started with Ted and Robin. The show also ended with Ted and Robin. Same goes where I started. I was at the gym floor sitting during freshman Social Orientation with eyes full of hopes and dreams and unclear what’s ahead of me, that was June 7, 2010. And that’s where it also ended, me sitting at the gym floor during Graduation. Still with eyes full of hopes and dreams, I know what I want but still unclear of what is ahead of me, that was March 24, 2014.

And like most HIMYM fans, I don’t know where to go from here. There won’t be any episode after this. Just like high school.  I also don’t know where to go from here. No more (well in my case) Chemistry, Physics, Music. And that’s just saaad… not. HAH 🙂

One episode, Marshall said “” … looking out and thinking, “Man, everyone here means so much to me.” A bunch of those people, you know, I haven’t seen them since.””  Then Future Ted starts to talk “And that’s how it goes, kids. The friends, neighbors, drinking buddies and partners in crime you love so much when you’re young, as the years go by, you just lose touch. That being said, I did manage to keep track of a few people.” I wish I would keep track of a few people from my batch. Though I’ve only known them for 4 years, they mean a lot to me. They’re like the brothers and sisters I never had 🙂

Also I want to include what Barney  said ” Whatever you do in life, it isn’t legendary if your friends are not there to see it.”  Truedat. To my friends, you know who you are, I love you all so so so much and I would like to thank you so much for everything. Oh and just what like Robin said, I promise to be there during the big moments. I really have a good feeling that I would still be friends with all of you and fyi, there won’t be hanging out anymore… Only catching up.

Before I end this post, let’s go back to the title of the post “The universe has a plan” yes it has. And it’s still in motion. This high school ending this is just one part. There are a lot more. 🙂

And to all the kids who are going to high school this year, enjoy it. Yes, high school is scary but it’s gonna be alright. It isn’t like the ones you see in movies so don’t worry. You’re going to find friends, awesome friends you will cherish the rest of your life. You will find someone temporary but you have no idea that that temporary person could change your life forever. You will fail but that’s okay because 10 years from now, that math test you failed won’t matter anymore especially when you’re on top of the world. You’re going to find people who you’re going to hate but once you find out the reason why they are like that, you’re finally going to stop and just understand. I hope you understand. I hope you fall in love, fall out of love, learn and grow as much as you can. Trust me on this.

You better hold on tight, it’s going to be a bumpy ride. But it will be worth it, kid. Those tears, sweat, sleepless nights will be all worth it. 4 years may seem a long time but I swear time passes by so fast. It so surreal. But I hope whatever you experience, you would still stay legendary. 🙂 x

And I guess this would be the last post in the category, “Senior Year” 🙂

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I’m coming back and bringing you

Mondays and Tuesdays are the most stressful days of the week for me. I have to stay 8 hours in school and after the final bell rings, I have to rush to the tutorial center for my 6-7 tutor.  But there’s a new reason why I should look forward to Tuesday and not hate it that much. 5 words. HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER. 

Season 9 just started a few weeks ago. And jeezus I have cried every single episode. Why?

1) Because I have been watching this TV show for the past 2-3 years.

2) I DON’T WANT THE MOTHER AND TED TO END UP TOGETHER. I WANT ROBIN AND TED. BUT MOSBATSKY ISN’T GOING TO HAPPEN.

3) I’m still hoping Robin says the wrong name at the altar. I know, Evil Erika is Evil.

4) Every single episode is the last for the series. Like for the first episode of the season, it’s the beginning of the end. Do you know what I mean?

5) I’m torn between wanting this TV show to end and for it not to. *cries*

6) EVERY LAST SEASON OF A TV SHOW IS INTENSE. FRICK YEAH.

Episode 2 has been asikdfsdg. At the end of this episode, this happened. (@ 3:10) Thus, the title of this post.

Episode 3 has been asikdfsdg too. If you guys still don’t know, Ted’s moving to Chicago after the wedding. It is said that they’re going to see each other at the wedding but meeting at the train station. (I’ve spent the last weekend reading theories of HIMYM. Yes, I know I don’t have a life.)  And Ted made a list of things he’ll be doing right before he moves. The thing that moved me was Lily’s speech.

“Hey Ted, you wrote down all these things to say good-bye to, but so many of them are good things.

Why not just say good-bye to the bad things? Say goodbye to all the times you felt lost… To all the times it was a ‘No’ instead of a ‘Yes’… To all the scrapes and bruises… To all the heartache…

Say goodbye to everything you really want to do for the last time, but don’t go have one last scotch with Barney, have the first scotch toasting Barney’s new life. Because that’s a good thing, and the good things will always be here waiting for you.”

I just want to write that on my walls, on the page of my yearbook, on my forehead, get it tattooed on every part of my body because Lily’s speech is too relevant right now. Oh my god. Okay.

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Feels…Tobin feels

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“Because maybe it’s dumb to look for signs from the universe. Maybe the universe has better things to do; dear God, I hope it does. Do you know how many signs I’ve gotten, that I should or shouldn’t be with someone? And where has it gotten me? Maybe there aren’t any signs. Maybe a locket is just a locket… a chair is just a chair… Maybe we don’t have to give meaning to every little thing. Maybe we don’t need the universe to tell us what we really want. Maybe we already know that, deep down.” – Ted to Robin, S08E023

I should’ve posted this one days ago but I’m like “naahhh”. Kidding I was like “waaahhh” because FEELS. TOBIN FEELS. I always shipped Ted and Robin. But let’s talk about the “Something Old” episode.

First, if Barney really loved Robin he would’ve went to Central Park even if Robin said it was stupid MY HEART DROPPED WHEN TED DIDN’T GO TO THE MEETING AND WENT TO HELP ROBIN. Then they started talking about signs. And I totally disagree with Ted, but he has a point. It is really dumb to look for signs from the universe. But I’ve been doing that ever since I was born.

Anyway, did you see how Robin held Ted’s hand. Wait, their hands just touched but they didn’t hold hands? Idk it’s complicated lol.

Let’s go to the last episode of Season 8. Something New. I WATCHED THIS EPISODE LIKE 20 TIMES. A NEW RECORD. The only episode aside from this that I watched over and over is the “No Pressure” ep and only for 13 times (yes, I counted). Apparently, Robin’s “Something Old” a.k.a her locket, has been with Ted all these years. And Ted’s planning to give it to her as a wedding gift. Wtf wtf wtf TOBIN SHIPPERS LET’S HOPE ROBIN SAYS THE WRONG NAME IN THE ALTAR AND LEAVE BARNEY BUT IT’S NOT GONNA HAPPEN BECAUSE SHE’S IN LOVE WITH BARNEY AND SHIT THIS IS A SIN FOR HOPING THIS TO HAPPEN SO LET’S JUST DROP IT OKAY. I’m still secretly hoping Robin’s the mother…. but I need to stop because she isn’t. Future Ted has been addressing Robin as “Aunt Robin” to his kids. Who calls their mom, “Aunt”? 😦 So yeah, I’ll drop that too. And I think Robin doesn’t have a thing for Ted anymore so…

Oh and Ted is moving to Chicago. Because he already searched high and low in New York for  “the girl” but didn’t find her. Well he did, but she’s marrying his best friend *ugly sobbing*. The scene I liked best in the last episode is when Ted told Lily if he gets any chance to make Robin happy he doesn’t even think about it anymore, he would just do it. He would do anything to make Robin happy and  would even open a vein in his arm just to bleed the locket out. Ted really does love Robin but maybe in a “friend” way.  Or maybe he doesn’t love Robin anymore, he just cares for her. BUT I’M PRETTY SURE TED STILL LOVES ROBIN BUT ISN’T IN LOVE WITH HER. You get what I’m saying here? Haha.

“Love sometimes means taking a step back. I think if you care about somebody you should want them to be happy even if you wind up being left out.”

I also just found out the next season will be the last one :\ It’s kinda sad though. I watched HIMYM for the past 2-3 years and then poof. No more. But every good thing has to end 🙂 HIMYM taught me good things like learning how to wait for love, maybe even learn how to love somehow, and being a good friend. Aww. Haha. I really can’t wait for September!!! Aaahhh that is all.

Oh and here, watch this to give you Mobatsky feels.