then the crowd came and pulled you away

Holla everyone

Shawn Mendes’ album is sooo good. It’s so perfect wow. Deff 10/10 😉

Anyway, my week has been crazy!!! From the time (Monday) I left my bag in the room before I had my make up quiz so I had to go and get it and thank God the teacher was soo nice and let me in to get my bag. So obvi I didn’t review for PE because I had my quiz during the vacant period and I was rushing to change into my uniform and I had about 15 minutes to go over the handout. Anyway, all turned out well. I don’t know if I did good or not for the PE exam.

But anyway, midterms was tough bruh. I don’t want to talk about the exams I took and the grades I’m about to get because wow. I knew not only my grades, but also I myself went downhill and at this point, I’m so close to giving up but again, I have to pull myself together and get through one more month. But who’s strong and will face anything? I AM. WOOT WOOT. Here’s to self empowerment…. Kind of? Uhh hahaha.

This week’s going to be a busy week because finals will start after the grades are released huhu help me 😦 I need to find motivation or buy something to get me going and try better in school ugh.

ALSO NTS: GRADES DO NOT MEASURE YOUR INTELLIGENCE SO WHATEVER NUMBER THAT POPS OUT IN THE SYSTEM, JUST ACCEPT IT AND DO BETTER. GRADES DO NOT MEASURE YOUR WORTH AS A HUMAN BEING OKAY? OKAY. YOU ARE MORE THAN YOUR GRADES. YOU ARE MORE THAN JUST A BUNCH OF NUMBERS.

Also today’s weather was so bipolar. It was raining while the sun was out. But the sky was sooo beautiful and it was a cotton candy ombre wonderland. So I just remembered I still had a pack of film somewhere in my room, found it and went outside while there was still some daylight left. Took 4 photos, and I failed to take the picture of the sky. Ughughguhg. I need to study what setting to use again because I’m confused :\ I only use my Instax for selfies and OOTDs but never for nature (?). I think I’m going to buy a new pack and just use it for sunsets, sunrises, grass and all that good stuff that makes life somewhat bearable and beautiful.

That is aall xx

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Uptown funky woop

FINALS ARE FINALLY OVER AAAHHhHHaHAFAHA

Finally done with the first semester of college. Can you believe it? Can youuu? I survived 6 months of academic and emotional torture. Now I’m ready for Christmas break and my grades /well kinda/ Idk wow. HAHAHA. Anyway I learned a lot from my first sem of college and I don’t really want to go on with that because I’m not really feeling emosh/senti today.

So on my last day of school (which was Thursday) my highschool friends and I exchanged gifts. I gave one of my friends a shirt. I gave another friend a pair of sunglasses which I split with a friend, an aromatherapy lip balm and lip scrub for the Iguana aaand notebook/post its for my highschool batchmates who happen to be my blockmates so yeah. Also I gave my Block 1 Lunch Buddies mason jars with candy and chocolate.

And in return I received a book I’ve been wanting for so long. It’s Anna and the French Kiss by Stephanie Perkins… with a condom as a bookmark. LOL. No I’m serious my friends put a bookmark inside the book and like fortunately I opened the gift at school so it was less embarrassing. Obvi I can’t keep the condom and what the hell would I do with it so I put it in the jar full of candies and told my friend who was going to the Cantata to give it to our classmate because idk funny and her mom’s not around most of the time so she could really keep it hahaha. And also the condom came from my friend’s blockmate HAHA bc they don’t really have the guts to buy one and I’m pretty sure they can’t because they’re still minors.

Now that it’s Christmas break and 2014 is ending in like 10 days I have a ton to do!! I need to update my journal because the last time I did that was still July? So I need to update that. Also I need to catch up on Vlogmas, AHS and Awkward. But I have a lot of time for that. I also need to do my year end posts (yes postS). So those posts would be up on the 29th-31st. 🙂 And I’ll be posting Christmas specials later or tomorrow. HAHA. Okay. And I’m back to watching Vlogmas and What’s in my car videos. Lolz.

That is aall xx

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shut up and dance

This isn’t an interesting post rly hah just saying (for the 3928th time), I’ll be back right after finals and that’s next week so yes. And I’m sorry really, college is so draining I swear 😦 And I haven’t even finished this week’s AHS episode because I had to finish the theo scrapbook uuughh. Okay wow I need to get back to work.

That is aall xx

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Study now, party later

Okay you guys because I have a short vacay sometime this week. I think my last day would be Friday, then I’ll go back on the 3rd already. I’ll be posting a worth reading post by the end of this week. I’m just so busy gaah I have 5 requirements due all this week + this PE dance thing 😦 I’ll update you on what I’ve been up too also another time this week + most awaited Four album review hahaha yaa.

That is aaall xx

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I love you when you’re singing that song

Pointless post tbh.  I need to be quick because I have a looot to do I’m not even joking. I’ll be back this Friday with new and quality posts. I have a 3 day break so woot woot. But this week is just hell because everything is so cray they’re giving us requirements when they should have given us requirements weeks ago ugh. Anyway let’s just focus on the positive 😉 (note to self HAHA)

That is aall xx

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poured my aching heart into a pop song

Hiii lovely people xx

So Freakshow started this week and I know it’s too early to say this but  I could already see that it’s better than Coven afjdfna. Also it’s the last season of Jessica Lange 😦

As for school, I don’t remember anything hahaha

I’m having a hard time saving uppp ugh like I said a few blogposts ago, I need to get all my wants this 2014 before it ends. And I only have 3 months to save up uGHHH

THE GOOD GIRLS MV GOT RELEASED YESTERDAY IM CR y

there are rumors that Steal My Girl MV will be released tomorrow but idk I don’t trust my fandom

Also I watched Annabelle yesterday with my friends. HA HA HA. I kept screaming I swear it wasn’t /that/ scary. It was the jumpy scenes that made me scream yes beCAUSE I WAS 3 ROWS FROM THE SCREEN ITSELF BEAT THAT. Kids, never buy any dolls for your future wife. And don’t cook popcorn.

Idk wow this was a short post. I suck at writing posts 😦 Sorry lolz I promise to make my blog posts longer and have more content idk but soon I’m too busy with school stuff and fangirl stuff sigh

Oh oh please follow me on Tumblr! 🙂

That is aall xx

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I know you never let me down before

OCTOBER PLAYLIST

Steal My Girl by One Direction

I Love You by Alex and Sierra

Long Way Home by 5SOS (Just because)

Oh Calamity by All Time Low

Red Lights by Tiesto

All About That Bass (cover) by Emblem 3

Leaving California by Maroon 5

Hey LA by Ryan Beatty

Fireproof by One Direction

Little Things by Good Charlotte

She’s Electric by Oasis

BO$$ by Fifth Harmony

Chances by Five For Fighting

If It Means A Lot To You by A Day To Remember

The Great Divide by The Mowgli’s

One Of Those Nights by Shawn Mendes

Back To You by Alex and Sierra

After Midnight by Blink-182

I Want To Hold Your Hand by The Beatles

1998 by Matthew Koma

You’re Still a Mystery by Bleachers

Jukebox (Life Goes On) by The Summer Set

So WWA is finished. I just wow. I remember being on the bus stuck at EDSA for like an hour watching the first WWA show through Vines and people were staring at me because I was smiling and giggling and I just. ASRFKNGA (#tbt hahaha). And today marks the last show of 5SOS opening for them and the last time we’ll probably hear songs from Midnight Memories. I’m crying so so hard.

Anyway, I am so not happy with my grades. I need to work v hard this Midterms to get a high final grade in some of my subjects 😦

Also, no classes today and (I think) we don’t have classes again on Wednesday and Saturday idk. Yaaa.

I had a weird dream about the blockmate of my friends? Idk gosh. It was so so weird and I think I just dreamed of him because he dropped us off and I find him funny? I DONT KNOW I DO NOT LIKE HIM (or do I? ooOoH stay tuned on the next episode of “Is he bae-able or nah?”) (1/2 jk I really don’t like him ok)

I sang in front of my blockmates last Thursday for the first time idk

I don’t know what else happened this week!!! HAH

ALSO AHS FREAKSHOW THIS WEEK HELL YES HOLLA AT CHU EVAN PETERS!!!

That is aall xx

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Even if the sun crashes into us

Hello burritos. The queen is back. Wowowow I’ve been in zombie mode for the whole week because of Prelims. One fact about me is that I never really study for exams. I read my notes and all that yes but memorizing terms and whatnot, I don’t. Because I was used to exams only being 25% of the grade so it’s okay to fail plus it’s all multiple choice, even Algebra. BUT APPARENTLY IN MY PROGRAM, IT’S 50%  AND IT’S NOT ALL MULTIPLE CHOICE SO LOL @ ME.

Anwaaay, I bought a lot of stuff this week. /don’t judge I needed to treat myself after hell week/. I bought very cute socks and a necklace with a cloud and lightning bolt pendant.  I also had potato balls and I shall buy a caramel frap tomorrow.

Also I need to prepare myself for my grades. HAH. I did not do well this prelims because if I did, I’ll just chill for the rest of Midterms and Finals. So yes. Hah.

September is also ending which means October EHEHE. October means autumn (even though we don’t have autumn here), halloween and AHS.

Have you seen the new Awkward episode? Oh wow Eva you irrelevant then, you more irrelevant now.

/and remember in my post 2 weeks ago where i talked about you yes yes im going to talk about you again because i can’t even uh i saw you twice this week well just once but ok the first one counts too but hah ok i know u saw me too and sorry if i didnt say hi because i literally ran for my life /jk i did not run/ i know it wouldnt matter even if i did because it would only affect me and not you and u would probs would be like cool nice seeing u and just forget about it and i would be here playing the 3 seconds of my awkwardness on loop and being emotionally distressed for 6 months because of it HAHAHAHA I NEED A GRIP I DONT EVEN LIKE YOU ANYMORE YOU WERE MY HIGH SCHOOL CRUSH YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO STAY THERE AND NOT HAUNT ME HAhaHAHA WHAT THE HELL AM I SAYING #dramallama but ya ok it was nice seeing u again im glad u still exist thank you for pulling a emma roberts “suprise bitch i bet you thought you’d seen the last of me” on me/

^^I SHOULD HAVE NOT INCLUDED THAT BUT I HAD TOO BECAUSE THAT’S THE ONLY INTERESTING THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME THIS MONTH

I also heard 19 seconds of Steal My Girl and I have already decided that it is and it will be my new jam.

Okay I made up my mind I’m getting a nano instead of an iTouch for Christmas. (Hopefullyyy)

I’ll start saving up for December so I can buy nice gifts for mi crew. HAHA.

Okay that is aall xx

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You can drive all night

HELL WEEK IS THIS WEEK IM NOT MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY PREPARED. I think I’m going to school with sunglasses on.

Also, classes were suspended yesterday. The wind was so cray yesterday. /YES NO HISTO QUIZ LOL/

Friday was such a shitty day, I swear. My friends were all dismissed at 2:30 but I told them to wait for me because I get out at 3:30 and at first they said yes but during my Management period (my last subject), they were texting me and they told me they’re already leaving and yeah bc of my monthly visit I started crying because it was unfair and all that shit blah #ultimatedramaqueen hahaha. But I found a way and  stopped crying and asked my blockmates if I could go with them and they said yeah. MY BLOCKMATES ARE V NICE PEOPLE THANK GOD.

I got home all wet because we already had a signal warning and ate apple brownies.

Theo is getting a bit better and more fun. Our teacher reminds me so much of my Physics teacher back in highschool. But he’s actually cooler than him. Hah #sns.

I want an iPod Touch again gaah (Not that I don’t want my phone) but it’s just that I forgot how small 8GB was when iOS8 came and I need a bigger memory hah. If ever I do get an iTouch, I’ll get a 32GB like the one I had before but this time the 5th gen and obvi I’ll still use my phone but I’ll put all my music there and games ya but if I decide to get one soon haha :p

I HAVE A LOT OF NEEDS AND WANTS BEFORE 2014 ENDS IT’S SO FRUSTRATING WHEN YOU’RE JUST A TEENAGE GIRL WITH NO MONEY. I NEED A JOB BUT I DONT WANT TO WORK

SPEAKING OF MONEY, ED SHEERAN IS COMING HERE AND THE TICKET PRICES ARE SO CHEAP I WANT TO CRY  I CAN BUY BUT MY PROBLEM IS THAT IT’S ON A THURSDAY AND THE 1D CONCERT IS THE WEEK AFTER THAT SO I MIGHT HAVE TO SKIP SCHOOL TWICE IN 2 WEEKS AND I REALLY CANT DO THAT BECAUSE MY UNI IS V STRICT WITH ABSENCES AND I DONT WANT TO EVEN DEAL WITH DROPPED CLASS CARDS AGAIN. 😦 😦 😦

Once I’m done with Prelims, I’m going to treat myself with a much needed shopping spree. Lolz (1/2 jk) (but I really do need to go shopping, I need more clothes)

I need to study now ok bye hah

Okay that is aall xx

 

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I’ll roll ’til I change my luck

HOLLA AT CHU.  Teach me how to write a blogpost again pls.

So this week on Keeping Up With Erika (HA HA):

• Okay my P.E class card got dropped to I had to retrieve it and I don’t want to talk about it because it’s a long story but yeah I will never miss a PE class ever again.

• I made friends like friend friends I can join yaaas hahaha I join them every lunch MWF hahaha

• NIALL TURNED 21 YESTERDAY IM EMOTIONAL MY LITTLE BABY CAN LEGALLY DRINK IN AMERICA NOW

• We had a roleplay in English yesterday. I’m laughing so hard at  my acting skillz  hahaha

• OKAY SO ONE DIRECTION DID A BEYONCE AND DROPPED A SINGLE. A FREE SINGLE. They finally realized I’m poor and didn’t ask money so thank u. Fireproof is so amazeballs and I can’t hear it live I’m crying beCAUSE I WILL HEAR IT L IV E HAHAHAAEHEA.

• This week will be the death of me because Oral exam and I have to do all the tests in P.E and also next week will be Prelims ughhh.

• I miss my friends so much

• My teacher in NatSci told our whole block we were rude and didn’t have manners. Lol excuse only 3 went out because they thought class was already done because you didn’t tell anything and all of us were just fixing the tables that’s why we stood up. :p

• Also, if you ask me to comment on something obvi I will comment. You don’t have to criticize my comment?? Dafaq. You asked for my comment and I gave it but I did not ask yours lolzzz

• And you should have told me in the first place but nah you decided to make a status about it. So lol at you =))) /#sorrynotsorry  Also I’m done w u so yaa I-G-G-BYE

• I saw ur brother a few days ago and wow at first glance I thought he was you and I just UgH why 😦 You have probably forgotten about me but idk wow I just want to see u again like not through photos but like personally (ahAHAHA fak drama) I shouldn’t be including this here but I cANT HELP IT BECAUSE COLLEGE BOYS ARE TOO OLD FOR ME AND HIGH SCHOOL BOYS ARE TOO YOUNG FOR ME 😦 😦

• 5SOS performed Everything I Didn’t Say aka my most fave song 😦 😦

•Maroon 5’s new album is so on point. Leaving California makes me feel things I shouldn’t :—(

 

• Gosh I don’t know what else happened this week so idk

 

That is aaall xx

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