Your sweet suburban tomb

Hell week is this week. I forgot about my PE exam tomorrow. I still have to review for my Math quiz and I have to pass this one because I failed the previous one.  And wow the events last Friday stressed the hell out of me plus I havent had enough sleep since Thursday night.

This is so crazy because 3 weeks ago I was having the time of my life and I vowed to myself that after seeing the boys, I’ll be better, stronger, and have a positive outlook in life already but I’m back to square one I just??? how can I do that when shit is happening each day. I can’t even. 😦 I’m hoping all of this is a blessing in disguise.

I’m trying my best to be happy and have bright days but I just I can’t okay!!! I’m on the verge of having a breakdown lmao bruh I’m surprised it hasn’t happened yet. Okay I need to study now sorry for that rant haha It’s just been tough for a few days but I hope I’ll be alright just need to get my shit together and focus on more important things.

NTS: Don’t lose your fight kid. (GET IT BC THE TITLE HAHA IT’S SO OBVIOUS I’VE BEEN LISTENING TO THIS SONG OVER AND OVER AGAIN FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS)

That is aall xx

ENDER14

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