But loving him was red

Taylor Swift just released her 4th studio album last October 22. And on that very day, we had a lot and I mean A LOT of requirements… but guess what? I just listened to the whole album and did the requirements that next day. HA.

Oh and by the way, T. Swift has done it agaaain!!! Aaahhh. I’m so in love with the new songs she had just released. I was hoping for songs like “Enchanted” and “Hey Stephen” on her new album, sadly there were no songs like that. Next album, maybe? 🙂

Here are the songs for Taylor’s Red album. (Listed them from the song I love the most to the song I liked the least)
1)Come Back, Be Here
“And this is when the feeling sinks in. I don’t wanna miss you like this, come back… be here, come back… be here. I guess you’re in New York today. I don’t wanna need you this way, Come back… be here, come back… be here.”
2)Everything Has Changed (with Ed Sheeran)
“‘Cause all I know is we said “Hello” and your eyes look like coming home. All I know is a simple name. Everything has changed”
3) Begin Again
“I’ve been spending the last 8 months. Thinking all love ever does is break and burn and end. But on a Wednesday in a cafe, I watched it begin again”
4) I Almost Do
“I bet this time of night you’re still up. I bet you’re tired from a long hard week. I bet you’re sitting in your chair by the window looking out at the city. And I hope sometimes you wonder about me”
5) Stay, Stay, Stay
“I’ve been lovin’ you for quite some time, time, time. You think that it’s funny when I’m mad, mad, mad. But I think that it’s best if we both stay.”
6)All Too Well
“Wind in my hair, you were there, you remember it all. Down the stairs, you were there, you remember it all. It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well”
7) 22
“We’re happy free confused and lonely at the same time. It’s miserable and magical, oh, yeah. Tonight’s the night when we forget about the deadlines”
8) Red
“Losing him was blue like I’d never known. Missing him was dark grey all alone. Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met. But loving him was red, Loving him was red”
9)The Lucky One
“Everybody loves pretty, everybody loves cool so overnight you look like a sixties’ queen. Another name goes up in lights, like diamonds in the sky.”
10) State Of Grace (but I prefer the acoustic version better)
“Love is a ruthless game. Unless you play it good and right. These are the hands of fate”
11)The Last Time
“This is the last time I’m asking you this. Put my name at the top of your list. This is the last time I’m asking you why. You break my heart in the blink of an eye.” 
12)The Moment I knew
“You should’ve been there. Should’ve burst through the door, with that ‘baby I’m right here’ smile. And it would’ve felt like, a million little shining stars had just aligned. And I would’ve been so happy.”
13) Girl At Home
“Don’t look at me. You’ve got a girl at home and everybody knows that,everybody knows that.”
14) We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together (you know, if this song wasn’t that mainstream, this would be in the top 5)
“We hadn’t seen each other in a month when you said you needed space. (What?) Then you come around again and say “Baby, I miss you and I swear I’m gonna change, trust me.” Remember how that lasted for a day? I say, “I hate you,” we break up, you call me, “I love you.””
15) Treacherous
“Your name has echoed through my mind and I just think you should, think you should know that nothing safe is worth the drive and I will follow you, follow you home…”
16) Starlight
“Ooh ooh he’s talking in crazy. Ooh ooh dancing with me. Ooh ooh we could get married. Have ten kids and teach them how to dream”
17) Sad Beautiful Tragic
“Long handwritten note deep in your pocket. Words, how little they mean when you’re a little too late. I stood right by the tracks, your face in a locket. Good girls, hopeful they’ll be and lonely will wait
18) Holy Ground
“Tonight I’m gonna dance for all that we’ve been through. But I don’t wanna dance if I’m not dancing with you.”
19) I Knew You Were Trouble (I’m really not a big fan of this song because it’s all trouble trouble trouble trouble trouble omg okay I get it. I wish Taylor just wrote another song to replace this)
“I knew you were trouble when you walked in trouble, trouble, trouble” 
There are some rumors that “Come Back, Be Here”, and “I Knew You Were Trouble” were both about Harry Styles. Rumor has it that Taylor and Haz “secretly” dated earlier this year, just before Harry left for Australia  but Taylor heard that Harry had been kissing other girls while he was across the world. And  she had all these texts from Harry begging for a chance to explain and telling her not to believe everything she read. But idk. That was just a rumor. Neither of them had confirmed or denied it. So yeah.

 Get a copy now of Taylor Swift’s RED on iTunes!!! Trust me your money will be worth iiiittt:) x


DID I SCARE YOUUUU? HAHAHAHA Meh. Happy Halloween, everyone!!! Hope you guys have fun x


As you can see, I have a new theme. I also fixed categories, tags, and I added a new page too! The Elsewhere page. It’s where you can see all the links to my accounts in other networking sites. I hope you like the layout of my new page!! Keep visiting my page and I’ll be back with new posts later plus a new playlist tomorrow. Woo. 🙂


It was my last day of school yesterday! Heehee. Hello Sembreak ’12. My last school day for the 1st sem didn’t end that good :\ I’ll make kwento about it after I fix my blog. I’ll be back in a few days. Maybe 2-3 days, depends. I’ll change my theme (maybe, if I find a cute one). But I will definitely change my header, my background, tags, categories and my tagline… maybe even the About Page. I won’t change my URL tho. Pretty contented with ‘getoutofmyheaaad’. There were a lot, I mean A LOT of things that happened to me this month. Mostly happy and kilig moments. I have lots of plans too and it includes losing weight and shopping. Hehe. 😉 I’ll be sharing it to you guys when I come back in a few days.

Anyway, enjoy the rest of your sembreak xx

 {I  really like paper planes}

***credits to the photo I used above.***


EDITED (as of 10/28/12): This blog will be back on October 31. Please come back and visit on Wednesday 🙂 Thank you. xx

3 Phases

Remember when we were young and when we thought boys were icky, yucky, disgusting because they smelled bad, they were annoying, they were dumb and unattractive. Remember that time when they called us names, pulled our hair and made us cry? Yes? I know we all had that i-dont-like-boys-because-they-suck-and-they’re-gross phase. 

But all of a sudden, those boys who called us names, kicked the back of our chairs and who we defined as “icky”, grew up and got hit by the puberty bus. BAM just like that, they got attractive, they got nice, they got taller, they weren’t as icky as they were before and they got smart, too.
Remember when you had your first real crush? Not a celebrity one, but a real one. The one who you can talk to, the one you see in school or somewhere else. Remember all those butterflies in your stomach? All those “kilig” moments you had with your crush? And you even remember the date when he talked to you? Yes? And now we have that “i-like-boys-because-they’re-hot-nice-and-they-smell-good” phase.
But then you get your heart broken. Your heart might have been shattered by a crush (because he doesn’t like you back or because he ended up with someone else), by a boyfriend (because he broke up with you or he cheated on you ) or by someone random from the street (because he has a better love life than you even though you look more attractive and he looks just like Homer Simpson). It doesn’t matter who, but sooner or later you will go back to that “i-dont-like-boys-because-they-suck-and-they’re-gross” phase. You will hate all of the boys that surround you  (well, maybe except your dad or your uncle or your grandpa) because you’ll think they’ll just break your heart again anyway and they’re all just the same.
But after all those cheesy movies you watched and you cried at, all those tissues you used to wipe your tears, all those empty ice cream containers and chocolate wrappers, you’ll realize that you can’t be that way forever. And eventually you’ll just move on and get over it. Or someone will come out of the blue to help you fix your broken heart. And most probably, you’ll fall in love with that someone who helped you. And here comes that “i-like-boys-because-they’re-hot-nice-and-they-smell-good” phase again.
Then it goes back to that “i-dont-like-boys-because-they-suck-and-they’re-gross” phase again and etc etc. I guess it’s like a cycle. You’ll stay for a while in a phase, then things change and you transfer to another phase, then things change again and you go back to the previous phase because you think your life was so much better in that phase.
But there’s this “50% love-50% hate” phase… It means that half of you love boys (boys like the celebrity ones) and the other half of you hate boys. (boys as in the real ones you get to interact with everyday). I’m pretty sure a lot are experiencing this phase right now. And that includes me. My advice to all those who are in this phase, stay here. I know your heart got broken by someone and you’re afraid or tired to love again. Guess what? I got mine broken, shattered and stepped on too and to be honest, I’m afraid to love. I know it sucks, but let’s just stay in this phase for a while. Until we all recover, have the courage to love again, and until we find that special someone. (Don’t worry, if we don’t find that special someone, we’ll always have band guys and fictional characters to comfort and love us)
No matter what phase you are in, it’s still up to you if you’ll say there or not. It’s up to you if you choose to be with someone else or to be alone. For me, I’m still not sure when will I have another phase. But I’m pretty happy that I’m experiencing this “50% love 50% hate” phase. I just can’t wait to go back to that “i-like-boys-because-they’re-hot-nice-and-they-smell-good” phase and experience love again (or one sided love, I should say.) Hmm.. I guess I’ll have to wait. I don’t care how many years I have to wait until I go through that phase again. I promise to wait. True love will find me. 😉 xx

I am not the gi…

I am not the girl people take pictures of. I am the girl standing behind the person holding the camera.

I am not the girl who always has something to say

I am the girl that lets the silence swallow her all too often

I am not the girl people go out of their way for.

I am the girl you would just walk past by without a second glance on a busy city street

I am not the girl with all the answers
I am the girl who asks to many questions
I am the girl who believes in love at first sight.
I am the girl who knows that eventually, everything ends.
I am not the girl with the straight hair or the perfect nose
Nor am I the girl that’s graceful, or looks beautiful right when she gets out of bed
I will never be the girl with perfectly straight teeth or legs that seem to go on for days
Have I mentioned that I can’t even dance and or sing or do anything amazing?
Sometimes I’d rather be alone. I am not worth remembering and I’m trying to be okay with that.




Redesign my blog/s.
Have a photo shoot. (I need new pictures!!!)
Go trick-or-treating
Write a new song. It’s been months since I last wrote a song. HEHE.
Download old movies. (16 Candles, Sound Of Music, Grease, My Girl etc)
Have an Awkward S2 marathon! (Idk what happened to Matty, Jake, and Jenna after the New Year’s Eve Party :\)
Download apps for my phone.
Talk to classmates and be close to them. (Hehehe nope)
Catch up with old friends
How ’bout you guys? What are you gonna do this October? 😉 x

Float down like autumn leaves


As you have observed, my playlists I make in my blog doesn’t really have a theme. I just place random songs I like and discovered throughout the past month. I want to try something new this month.

It’s October and it’s Fall in other places so I figured out that all the songs in this playlist should be about “Falling” (since it’s fall). The song can be about falling IN love or falling OUT of love… or just simply falling because of gravity. (I also wanted “falling” to be the theme of the playlist because my feelings for someone came back last month. Oh wait why am I sharing this to you…). Oh and I also placed some sad songs and “chill” songs. .. I included those just because I want you guys to stare out of the window and just watch all the leaves fall down from a tree. Hahaha. 🙂 Anyway, enjoy this playlist! 🙂

How Deep Is Your Love by Glee Cast (Original by Bee Gees)

My Girl by The Temptations

Dear John by Taylor Swift
Down We Fall by Drake Bell
Falling For You by Colbie Calliat
Fell In Love Without You by Motion City Soundtrack
The A Team by Ed Sheeran
You Get To My Heart by Aaron Carter
All I Need Is You by Click 5
Back For Good by Take That
Bad by The Cab 
Gravity by Sara Barilles
Out Of This World by Jonas Brothers
Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney (Bringing this back so you can feel feels you have forgotten)
Broken Strings by James Morrison ft. Nelly Furtado
Fix You by Coldplay
Cry by Mandy Moore (It was late in OCTOBER, and I’ve seen you before.) Hahaha. But the real lyrics it’s really “it was late in September” but meh anyway..
Your Song by Elton John (You should listen to Aria Clemente’s cover of this!! ;))
I Found You by The Wanted (I prefer the acoustic cover of Robbie Jay. You can listen to it here.)
Your Universe by Rico Blanco
Okay by Backhouse Mike ft. Liz Gillies
I Don’t Love You by My Chemical Romance
Pictures Of You by The Last Goodnight
Mary’s Song (Oh My My My) by Taylor Swift
It’s Time by Imagine Dragons
Free Fallin’ by John Mayer
Tell Me That You Love Me by Victoria Justice
This Is Beautiful Tyrone Wells
Untouchable by Taylor Swift
WOW. 2 MONTHS MORE BEFORE DECEMBER. WOW. DON’T END YET 2012. PLEASE DON’T. Oh and um… We should wake up Green Day now since September just ended. xx

It was late in OCTOBER, and I’ve seen you before

OMYGOD HI GUYS HI. It’s been awhile since I last posted. Meh. I should be reviewing now… I still have 4 exams tomorrow. But here I am updating my blog. Hahaha. I don’t have an October wish. Since February, I’ve always been wishing and it doesn’t really come true. So no use in wishing. September was fangirling month for me. Like, every week I had to fangirl about something. May be it a new episode, a new season, a new movie or a new single. I’m not sure about October. Let’s just hope October starts out good for me.

Dear October,

Please be as awesome as September. Please please please. And let there be more kilig moments. Hahaha. (kidding)

Love, Erika ♥